Misplaced

Seriously, I've been feeling crummy and have been on the computer a lot at night...which has posed a major problem you see! Because I do all this picture gazing and word reading about amazing little sewing projects or house decor fixes and it puts my mind in full swing. It's my little escape from feeling yucky while waiting for our temp-move to Canada. As much as I would love to decorate my house for Autumn, sew a cute jammie set for Jackson, or embroider an adorable dress for Maizie, I will admit and say I'm frustrated. Half of my stuff is packed up, we're just waiting to hear the official date of departure. All I know is that's it's about 3 weeks away, our apartment hasn't been confirmed, and life is changing so fast. Yesterday during Family pics, I was actually struggling with the tears. As I reviewed the pics on my computer, I saw how big Jackson is getting and I saw Maizie as a little girl. She's going to be 3 in two months and I'm just trying to savor these moments with these babies God has given me. The tears are welled up in my eyes as I am so tired of being sick, of traveling, of not having strong roots in one place. I'm a home-body who feels misplaced.